Awake in the am, per habit,
You text her your daily hi,
Unanswered, you wait a few hours,
Then text back “All well?…”
Your day goes on,
Busy in life's monotony,
You easily forget that,
You were waiting for her response.
At night, it crosses your mind,
Why was there no answer?
Is she willfully ignoring me?
Should I try once more?
Your ego wins over…
“If she is too busy for me,
I am not desperate to chat!
It’s her turn to text…
Stalking her torpid social media,
Minutes turn into hours,
Hours to long days
Days go on… one, two…
The third morning,
You wake up to incessant beeps,
To read about her,
In your friend groups…
“Too young to pass…
It was so sudden… “
You will be shocked!
Feel a sudden void…
You will go back to read,
Your private conversations…
A few tears shed,
For words left unsaid…
You knew her best,
Her soul all yours.
Yet you never
Gave her, her due…
Was it worth it?
Protecting the life you built,
Over the ashes of
Her unconditional love…
“She knew I couldn’t,
No point dwelling”,
Quickly your head rules over your heart
The life you live for others goes on…
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