I dislike living this life of lie
Not a moment passes, when I don’t cry;
Everyday in this bond without a future
All I see, is my regrets mature.
I yearn so much for that bundle of joy
A life changing event, a girl or a boy;
The thought of holding my child in my arms
Drives away, almost all of my qualms.
I then sit back and look at my present
A dark abyss, without loves presence;
Broken are the promises of love and loyalty
Wrecked, is my so called family.
If this is any indication of the future
I see no chance, for it to recover;
How can I be selfish and have a child
When I know there isn’t, love within the mile.
No matter how much my child my heart needs
My mind knows, it’s wrong to concede;
I sit back and brush away my tears
My dreams shattered, by a million shears.
In spite of how sad it makes me feel
I know I’ve done right, to ignore my need;
With a heavy heart my child I forsake
Knowing it’s a sacrifice, only a true mother can make.
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